Family lIFE pT2

Well not muc going on whilst growing up.. just the usual.. schools, guitar, being bulied about bein gay (although i didnt really know until a later date..)

Family Life.... (Out of sink Sorry)

When i was growing up i was kinda always afraid of my father, always never any good you know the kinda thing... grades, being gay etc...

lol i did tell ya road crash reading!!

oh i wont bore you with the rest apart from saying i got sexually abused by both music teachers - both dealt with at a later date (for one its coming your way soon!)

Always kinda wanting more.. as in being loved and wanting to be cared for.... Thats when Mr 16yr Comes along..

And for about 6 months things were good and fun.. then it changed....

During the 16 yrs

During the 16yrs, we had many a split, especially when things got really bad.

there has been a youngster, a ginger, and a physco in manchester.. I have a feeling you all know where and who you are..

The youngster used and was a waster, the ginger was a moaner and wanted threeways, and orgies (No Way Mista!) and the psycho punched and abused me and oh i fogot burnt and destroyed all of my things... Oh and when i escaped he came after me, threatened and beat me more. until police were called to my folks house...

The Past til Last Year - wrong way round ut it comes close..

Well, was with a guy 16 years on and off

• Total control freak
• Emotionally Abused Me
• Physically Abused Me
• Sexually Abused Me

I Lived without him and with him, i Bought a pub with him, whilst i was with him i was undergoing chemo for cancer, he very often left the pub after i had had chemo to go to thailand to pay for sex.

This all battered my self estem further and further - until i cracked...

Starting Life on Blog.....

First Blog..

Not sure what to say or what to do on this thing..

firstly we will go over my past.....

please if ya love road kill life read on....